3 posts tagged “goodbye”
I am a loser.
I didn't continue with the Japanese Govt Scholarship.
I didnt take the 12 units, the ECE dept. was offering me.
The job Ive been waiting for weeks already hasnt called up again... argh....
Been out a lot.
Been losing sleep.
Been eating a lot.
Hai....
I lost somebody..... and I do miss him for the record. I miss the insanity... the randomness... the fights..... the punchlines..... the talks...... argh.....
Its ok. Im gonna be ok. But I should realize that going out with random guys on random bars wont help me forget about him, cos I often find myself being with another guy and calling him by the name of ... the one I lost... hmmmm or should I say ...the one who just lost me.....
Goodbye.
Ill be back home soon, meaning Ill prolly get to blog more.... and...... work on some stuffs... I just bought a new sketch pad and notebooks cos Im planning to retake the board exams which I flunk btw...
To pass the board exams: Dont party all night. Attend the review classes you paid for. Dont drink too much, sayang brain cells...
I got the exam results yesterday, and though its addressed to me, shempre my parents opened it.... I got 65 wahahahahaha... and the passing grade is 70.... youre not supposed to get a grade lower than 50 according sa later, pero ang alam ko accdg sa low is lower than 60... anyway, if you didnt get a grade lower than 50 and your weighted average is 70 and above..youll pass the exam... well... i didnt get a grade lower than 50...pero the grades werent enough for me to get a weight ave. of 70 nyaks.... ang baba ng communications ko e... 58!!!!!!!!!!!! anakng... yung math at electronics ko ok.....argh..oh well.... next time...
I am a loser.
I didn't continue with the Japanese Govt Scholarship.
I didnt take the 12 units, the ECE dept. was offering me.
The job Ive been waiting for weeks already hasnt called up again... argh....
Been out a lot.
Been losing sleep.
Been eating a lot.
Hai....
I lost somebody..... and I do miss him for the record. I miss the insanity... the randomness... the fights..... the punchlines..... the talks...... argh.....
Its ok. Im gonna be ok. But I should realize that going out with random guys on random bars wont help me forget about him, cos I often find myself being with another guy and calling him by the name of ... the one I lost... hmmmm or should I say ...the one who just lost me.....
Goodbye.
Ill be back home soon, meaning Ill prolly get to blog more.... and...... work on some stuffs... I just bought a new sketch pad and notebooks cos Im planning to retake the board exams which I flunk btw...
To pass the board exams: Dont party all night. Attend the review classes you paid for. Dont drink too much, sayang brain cells...
I got the exam results yesterday, and though its addressed to me, shempre my parents opened it.... I got 65 wahahahahaha... and the passing grade is 70.... youre not supposed to get a grade lower than 50 according sa later, pero ang alam ko accdg sa low is lower than 60... anyway, if you didnt get a grade lower than 50 and your weighted average is 70 and above..youll pass the exam... well... i didnt get a grade lower than 50...pero the grades werent enough for me to get a weight ave. of 70 nyaks.... ang baba ng communications ko e... 58!!!!!!!!!!!! anakng... yung math at electronics ko ok.....argh..oh well.... next time...
And another realization... my ulo is soooooooooo tigas.... Ill tell you about it soon... Im still hoping that thought my ulo is matigas.. I made the right choice....
I need to tell you something and you don't have to say anything.
I just want you to know that this is the last time I'll be seeing you. I realized that we're in this for different reasons and that I'm only hurting myself. I mean, I'm OK with this setup and you know that,maybe that's the reason why I'm always with the asshole and I don't want you to be one of them. I don't want to look back at what we have and call you an asshole too, so let's stop right now. I just can't do it with you, because I have feelings for you, or at least I think I have and you don't, and you'll never have. Maybe I should start listening to myself, that you can't get into a relationship thinking you can change the other person, I always give advices but I never listened to any of them.
It's OK, I'm gonna be OK.
Thanks for everything.
Goodbye.
