Loser.

I am a loser.
I didn't continue with the Japanese Govt Scholarship.
I didnt take the 12 units, the ECE dept. was offering me.
The job Ive been waiting for weeks already hasnt called up again... argh....
Been out a lot.
Been losing sleep.
Been eating a lot.
Hai....
I lost somebody..... and I do miss him for the record. I miss the insanity... the randomness... the fights..... the punchlines..... the talks...... argh.....
Its ok. Im gonna be ok. But I should realize that going out with random guys on random bars wont help me forget about him, cos I often find myself being with another guy and calling him by the name of ... the one I lost... hmmmm or should I say ...the one who just lost me.....
Goodbye.
Ill be back home soon, meaning Ill prolly get to blog more.... and...... work on some stuffs... I just bought a new sketch pad and notebooks cos Im planning to retake the board exams which I flunk btw...

To pass the board exams: Dont party all night. Attend the review classes you paid for. Dont drink too much, sayang brain cells...

I got the exam results yesterday, and though its addressed to me, shempre my parents opened it.... I got 65 wahahahahaha... and the passing grade is 70.... youre not supposed to get a grade lower than 50 according sa later, pero ang alam ko accdg sa low is lower than 60... anyway, if you didnt get a grade lower than 50 and your weighted average is 70 and above..youll pass the exam... well... i didnt get a grade lower than 50...pero the grades werent enough for me to get a weight ave. of 70 nyaks.... ang baba ng communications ko e... 58!!!!!!!!!!!! anakng... yung math at electronics ko ok.....argh..oh well.... next time...