Loser.

I am a loser.
I didn't continue with the Japanese Govt Scholarship.
I didnt take the 12 units, the ECE dept. was offering me.
The job Ive been waiting for weeks already hasnt called up again... argh....
Been out a lot.
Been losing sleep.
Been eating a lot.
Hai....
I lost somebody..... and I do miss him for the record. I miss the insanity... the randomness... the fights..... the punchlines..... the talks...... argh.....
Its ok. Im gonna be ok. But I should realize that going out with random guys on random bars wont help me forget about him, cos I often find myself being with another guy and calling him by the name of ... the one I lost... hmmmm or should I say ...the one who just lost me.....
Goodbye.
Ill be back home soon, meaning Ill prolly get to blog more.... and...... work on some stuffs... I just bought a new sketch pad and notebooks cos Im planning to retake the board exams which I flunk btw...

To pass the board exams: Dont party all night. Attend the review classes you paid for. Dont drink too much, sayang brain cells...

I got the exam results yesterday, and though its addressed to me, shempre my parents opened it.... I got 65 wahahahahaha... and the passing grade is 70.... youre not supposed to get a grade lower than 50 according sa later, pero ang alam ko accdg sa low is lower than 60... anyway, if you didnt get a grade lower than 50 and your weighted average is 70 and above..youll pass the exam... well... i didnt get a grade lower than 50...pero the grades werent enough for me to get a weight ave. of 70 nyaks.... ang baba ng communications ko e... 58!!!!!!!!!!!! anakng... yung math at electronics ko ok.....argh..oh well.... next time...

And another realization... my ulo is soooooooooo tigas.... Ill tell you about it soon... Im still hoping that thought my ulo is matigas.. I made the right choice....